kissmyass

2007-08-20T05:46:00.000-07:00

i've moved.
see you/ (:

2007-08-13T05:09:00.000-07:00

to the fucktard that KEEPS asking me to over his house, go out for a chat, meet him...

FORGET IT, I'M NOT FUCKING INTERESTED CAN.

i've already called singtel to bloody block your number, yesyes what a bitch move but wat the heck i really dont care. if you can dont care enough to walk out on me on MY fucking bday, i can bloody well fucking dont give a damn abt you afterwards. i'm alread very patient and gave you my reasons why i dont think we can ever be together again. i put up with your shitarse english to explain it to you when i granted u one last meeting. so can u fucking leave me alone?

you cant never deserve me so get the fuckin hell out of my life. and dont you try to bother my friends into speakin up for you becos u are not worth their time.
if you think you can heck into any of my accounts you can bloody well forget it cause i've change ALL of them.

GET IT, PIE HOLE?
i'm not fucking interested.

not even if u are fucking rich, got a plastic surgery and became miraculously handsome, or got finally worked someof the brain cells and improve the way you speak and talk.
dont you dare give me the crap THEN why i chose you in the first place. because it was obvious that i didnt know you were such a mofo that neglects your fucking girlfriends bday and will be such a bitch to fucking walk out on her when u fuck her off all the time when she walks out on you when u are such an asshole.

SO FUCK OFF.
understand?
or do u need a sign/dictionary?

that felt so good.(:
i've moved.

2007-08-08T18:47:00.000-07:00

why does it take so long for him/her to reply me! i want my shirt and i want it NOW! its so sickening to wait and wait.....and wait. been checking my account like 10billions times already.
i want me shirt and i want it now!

i found another safe haven that i can rant in and haha, only very few people know abt it! (:
haha, it is named after my future daughter (if i ever do have one!) haha, yeah i know i have alot of free time on my hands if i can think about this.

apparently not enough to study for prelims.

collegeday was bogus.
stuff about serious reprecussions if we dont turn up was absolute claptrap. mr "i-am-so-stupid" sami dint even bother to take attendance. i felt so stupid that i didnt went ahead with my plans to skip. and i dragged gary into it! HAHA!

oh well, it was spent cheering for rodney (which is not even our house), roaming around the school, starring at this gp teacher who was wearing a shorter skirt than all the other students combined!
HAHA, and of course the celebrated "escape" from school.

we are starring on "SCHOOL BREAK"
channel 5, every friday night at 8pm!
HAHAHAHA, (:

oh well, today is baba yo ar yo ar yo day! (:
ciao people and good luck finding my new ranting place! (:

2007-08-06T05:35:00.000-07:00

Personality Test
[ripped.]

First, identify yourself as right or left brainperson:
1. Hold your hands together, as if you were praying. Look at your hands.
If you see: Left thumb is below the right thumb ---> left brain
Right thumb is below the left thumb ---> right brian

2. Fold your arms in front of you (as if you are angry)
Right arm above left arm ---> left brain
Left arm above rightarm ---> right brain

Based on 1+2 (order important), below is the interpretation of your personality:

Right-Left: Considerate, traditional, indirect type, can instinctly read other's emotion, and respond friendly by natures. Although not very into taking intiatives in moving forward, but this person will always take a step back in supporting others. Stable personality and considerate, give others a being protected feeling. But the weakness is they cannot say no; regardless how unwilling they are, they will take care of others.

Right-Right: Loves challenges type, Straightfoward. Once they decided on one thing, will take action right away. Very curious, and love challenges. Dare to face dangers without thinking through (sometimes foolishly). Their weakness is they dont listen to others, will filter in only what whey want to hear in a conversation, and very subjective. However, because of their straightforward attitude, they tend to be fairly popular.

Left-Left: Dedicated, cold, perfectionist. Very logical in all aspects. The only way to defeat (or win over) him/her is through reasons. Has a lot of prides, and feeling strongly about doing the right thing. If they are your friends, they are very trustworthy. However, if they are your opponets, they will be very tough to deal with. Because they can be very "anal" as a perfectionist,they usually leave a bad impression of being hard to deal with when first met.

Left-Right: Likes to take care of others, leader type. Has a cool and keen observation ability to see through situations, yet still can be considerate in others needs. Because of their cool and calm nature, and strong sense of responsibility, they tend to become head of a group. Popular among people.However, they maynot be able to help themselves in meddling because they want to take care of others too much. Very concerned about how others view them, and always on alert.

i'm a RIGHTRIGHT (:
evrything's RIGHT but i am no way fairly popular.
i'm a nobody. [:
tell me tell me what are YOU!!!

i have this feeling some asshole is hacking into my msn acc. oh fuck. means i have to change my password AGAIN. stoopid. hate you, whoever it is. bet its you. you're the only one who knows my stoopid password.

stop bothering me alredy larh. over means over can?
if u wan to talk to me, pay me 100 thousand first larh!
already give u discount! cheapcheap!~
i wanted to ask for like 1million okay, so its like 90% discount.
dont be a cheapo mofo and just pay up! (:
HAHAHAHA.

oh sch is stoopid. make us go sch for like ssp when it is suppose to be study leave.
stoopid sch/ROAR!

2007-08-06T04:42:00.000-07:00

OUR STUDYDATES TOGETHER ARE SUCH FUN

IF ONLY I WASNT THE LONELY BUM

BUT SINCE YOU GUYS ARE SO NICE

I SHALL TREAT YOU ALL TO SWEETSWEET PIE!

(heh heh, national day is 881 day! i'm so excited....881 881 881)

LOVELOVE,

ME.

2007-08-06T03:41:00.000-07:00

Dear Deon&Rachel,

we missed you guys at the gathering. (alot)

it wasnt as much fun when its 3/5 of the DA

here are some of the things you missed.

the picture moment i had with sista.

he has this new phone that can swirl around!!!
i was taking photos with it with the flash on at casurina that i figured out how to switch it off. haha, it took me quite a while!

we took a group photo with sista's phone.

i looked horrible.......stoopid.

then we decided to go to amk! (at my suggestion...hehe)
then i started taking couple photos!

i was xy's bf for the day!

(so sad can....evryone ther was attached but me! i'm going to wind up a spinster!!! waaa...)

to this boardgame place called NEBO. HAHA.

we played with the spinner.

we played SPONGEBOB.(monopoly)

ohoh and my drink was kinda cool too!

after playing and playing AND playing..we went dry surfing on the escaltor!

too bad i only have my picture AND its so unglam! got a better one BUTTT i'll send it to you guys instead! hahaha

STOP LAUGHING.....rachel, i KNOW you are laughing.

oh well, LOVE you guys like crazy.
must meet up after the whole exam period or sooner! (:

LOVE,
miss no-link! (:

HAHAHA I WAN TO WATCH 881
baba yo ar yo, baba yo ar yo!

2007-08-01T07:17:00.000-07:00

some stupid auntie adviced me not to drink too much redbull. ):
just because i am short, carrying a kiddy backpack and is wearing a uniform, she makes me thinks that she thinks that i'm a child. whatever.
like i dont feel enough of a child already being towered constantly in school.

i wished i was 10cm taller. ):
(okay maybe give 5)

2007-07-31T03:59:00.000-07:00

[edited] - it is too explicit for the younger people.

i slept for like 6 hours since i got home from school or something, offered to do a lap dance when i was still soggy and watch "everyone loves raymond" to cheer me up after realising the stoopid homework that i have to do is mounting up.

friday friday! simpsons! simpsons!
hurry up! hurry up!
i know it is so not worth it but i want to see homer with spider-pig!
its my dumb simpson thing.

hmmm what do you tell to someone whose voise just drives you up the wall and you wished you had a gun and could just shoot him, right there and then?
just ask him to shut his trap hole?
beat the hell of his 100(or more)kg frame? (hmm..gd idea..)
mayb i'll do that just before graduation.
i mean if i tell him before...what if he sits on me???

oh well, (: homework beckons.
haha, he said i was....(too explicit) [:

oh cherlyn is you ever see this post...i bought like your present alredy!! (:
HEHE, (:

2007-07-30T07:22:00.000-07:00

the weekends are all about relaxation, shopping and playing gooseberry?

buying & finishing harry potter!!

saturday was about walking through the streets of orchard with an old (unexpected) friend, watching "knocked up", & laughing about the silly things we say.

sunday was about playing gooseberry with the cutest couple ever and watching crappy "alone" and getting nightmares that will last for the rest of the week.

finally i'm with someone i feel at home to burp the alphabet with. (:

say hello mondays, school & (:

i want to watch simpsons the movie!

someone watch it with me please, meiqin watch larh!

2007-07-24T22:43:00.000-07:00

just when you are feeling lousy,

you made popcorn and want to watch a good movie,

which the title says "The Skeleton Key"

and "A Lot Like Love" comes on.

well thanks, i feel sooo much better. ):

i'm still stuck wearing 2 jackets, socks and winter clothes at home.

its like that day when i took this photo, ):

hey meiqin why did you disappear? ):

2007-07-23T07:55:00.000-07:00

i'makid says:
gary is so nice today!
Gary. says:
everyday issue.

thats kinda funny (:

well today was great day that awaits more food, spantextights and more arsonist acts. i never thought i could have these experiences in this cold, cold fortress that dictates my education. well, i was wrong. i'd liked to be wrong (again and again) in the future!

plus i have the most useless ct in the world that wrongfully our class at the first instance, because he probably hates us! oh well...."233! 233!"
stupid ass/ *shakes head*
note to self: must shave of ALL his facial hair! hire weizhe to do it for 2bucks. (:

oh and did i mention i love my backpack?
well, i do! (:

2007-07-22T10:25:00.000-07:00

its monday, 1.30am and i'm stil not asleep.

i've been watching aristocats & iceprinceness & nationaltreasure.

and doing dreaded hwk!

oh gawd, all's left on the list is sng's essay!

why cant my brain function and just get it done?

nasty poop! ah, forget it larh! (:

must be a bad kid now and then!

today i convinced my parents to buy me the book! and mom to buy me so many things when we are out today. it arent expensive stuff but hey, it meant alot coming from her!

mummy was kinda cool today, except when she was staring blantly at other people, arguing for cheaper prices and smacking my ass in public!

oh well, thats mum for you!

i want my book!

cant believe the story is alredy out online. ):

what happened to copyright laws?

2007-07-21T20:32:00.000-07:00

HAHA, my favourite band right now is called "BREAD" (:
and the song's "diary".
listen listen! its good.

20 07 2007 was spent playing streetfighter & trying to break out of school.
21 07 2007 was spent shopping & donuts! haha, goodbuys goodbuys! but bigbig strain on my wallet!

everyday was goodfun with you guys ard. (:

my parents refuse to buy me harry potter til my exams are over! boohoo! hate those people bringing it to sch on sat to show off! especially fy! RAR!

cant wait to use my kiddybackpack on monday!! (:

2007-07-19T07:51:00.001-07:00

my mum hugged me today. i was crying. she was talking abt responsibilities.

the first time i took a break i was happy.
i had my afternoon nap and baked mushrooms, i'm happy

til my bro was being anal and scold my dad, who in turn vent his anger on me did anything turned ard. bro scold dad, dad scold me and mum, mum scold me. so who do i scold? why does it have to end with me taking the heat from evryone?

mum was just talking but i felt like she was reprimanding me.

i'm studying so hard but it seems never to be enough.
nothing i do seems to be enough. i dont see weixuan breaking down all the time during prelims. in fact he got corky-er, no doubt smarter too.

stupid 95%attendance bullshit.
i really want to skip school tom.

i need counselling.
maybe i can convince the teachers i'm depressed and they'll stop giving us hwk and so much stress.

cheebyeschool, ):

2007-07-17T06:57:00.000-07:00

I GOT A NEW PHONE(:
ITS THE SAME WITH MEIQIN
HAHAHA (:

THANKS FOR THE BIRTHDAY STUFF EVERYONE! (:
LOVING EVRYTHING!

2007-07-14T06:13:00.000-07:00

i hate it when you make me feel so insignificant.
i hate it when you dont care what i have to say.
i hate it when you are so non chalent about everything.
i hate it when you adont feel answer me.
i hate it, i hate you!

......and for the same reasons i loved you.
i feel so stupid and so angry at myself.
i dont like to feel this way.

AHHHHHH, i'm so so so angry.
at the same time, i'm crying.

I HATE THIS.
FUCK YOU, NIBEH, CHEEBYE.

2007-07-11T09:15:00.000-07:00

today was so special, (:
it was vernisa's bday, dance farewell & my advance bday celebrations (:
THANKS dance excos, i'm SO impressed.

i'm liking the 11th from now on.

gah, hwk, sch plus my parents are making me ):
i need a good fix of "muahahha" from miss always-lost soon!

i havent been online since forever & i think my com is screwing up soon. -.-

2007-07-09T04:06:00.000-07:00

sunday was a blur.
a surreal blur.

it was tkd grading and boy, this time was the scariest ever. it was the first time me and meiqin were in seperate groups to be tested.
(thanks to the geeky girl in my group, *points middlefinger*)

and that wasnt the end of it. i had to do the routine THREE times.
THREE freaking times.

oh gawd, i nearly burst into tears. after the first time, the blackbelt & sir was whispering my mistakes to me and asking me to try again, i told myself, "ok, just one more time, its okay." then after i finished i glared at the stupid judge who is motionin to the blackbelt my mistake, asking me to do again. i nearly died.

i heard the children whispering that i'm going to get a double promotion, but i wanted to scream to them that i'm ONLY doing this because i did something so trival-ly wrong. all this time, EVERYONE, esp the kids, had some mistake in their routine but you dont see them doing THREE freaking times.
i was sure that i was going to fail.

when it was time for the demostration kick and sparring, i gave in my all. i could feel eyes burning into me the whole time. i heard one of the seniors say, "wah lau this girl in practice like....den here like so aggressive". well, she is probably right. i didnt try at all during practices. i mean how can you bear to hit your own friends? but since i was doomed to fail anyway, why not vent some of my anger?

i mean the judge was kinda bias. so many people did wrong and he HAS TO pick on me. so yeah, i tried fighting. luckily my partner is like the best partner ever. (:

after thewhole thing end, i slowly made me away up towards tim. and yeah i cried my heart out. of course i did! in my head i was doomed to fail.

den i watched meiqin, waiting for her. the judge was bias again. she had to do twice with this other guy, who is like FREAKING OLD and TALL...and so O-L-D.

for a man like that, you'll think he'll have some guts. but nope, he wears padding. -.- and his opponent was meiqin? oh gawd, cant they see the difference in HEIGHT? blind ar? see, this proves how bias the judge was then!

so i cried, cried...and oh yeah cried. i even tried listening to "big girls dont cry" to cheer myself up. but since i was with such great company, i didnt really have to resort to that. i had my pot of laughter beside me and a good old pinching bag, what more could i ask for? (:

at the end of it all, we waited patiently to hear the results, (like we always do from sir and the blackbelts).

at first, the blackbelt motioned that i passed and meiqin got a double. i was crushed. oh gawd, i dont want to be a different grade. i'll die without her. it is NOT being melodramatic or any of that psycho crap, i WILL die.

we waited again for confirmation, the blackbelt strut towards us.
(just becos he is relatively goodlookin/fit/agoodfighter, he thinks that walking is just not him. walking equates to cool strut. but then again, he is goodlookin, fit AND a good fighter who had/is having a girlfriend with boobs the size of honeydews, so i guess he can walk any way he wants. i wouldnt even mind being HIS girlfriend. but DANG, i dont have boobs the size of honeydews. so, oh well. )

he told me that BOTH of us got a double.
we were SHOCKED.

i thought i was going to fail. i dint believe it and kept asking him. i guessed everyone got frustrated as we kept asking, and asking and ASKING.
of course, we had to be sure. it's really hard to get a double. i mean very little people gets it and they had to be really good. meiqin can whack balls, i'm sure but moi? i can hardly spar, except for that day.

at first, i was relieved.
then, i felt happy!
then...i felt so scared.

i dont even want to imagine how practice will be like for us now. i cant imagine what standards we have to live up to now. how we really have to put in so much effort to get our blackbelts because we missed two vital routines out of the nine/eight we have to know for our blackbelts examination.

i love tkd, i really do. but sometimes, knowing that those around you during lessons could kick the crap out of you, maybe even knocking the daylights out of you, it is so scary.

oh well, we are blue belts now!!!

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its not only tkd, its school, its alevels.
there's so much, and so little time.
i'm glad i got my studying buddy! (:
tom its cold war eh, and maths. DREAD.
but we will reach our aims!!! (:

ONE MOREWEEK TO THE GREATEST DAY KNOWN TO MAN (: ------16 JULY!!!
HURHUR!
so what are YOU getting me eh?(:

2007-07-07T09:37:00.000-07:00

i hate being the middle child. you get straight-out ignored by everyone else in the family. if my brothers complain anything, woah its like red alert in the family. if i try to even do so, its weixin for the cukookoo house = bigbig lecture.

i try to explain what a big bitch the new maid is, but NOOO, she is just fitting in.

whatever man, she sucks balls.

i cried all the way home after the everyone lecturing me about how i bitter i am. i try hard to cope but really i just wan to scream in their faces, "she is NOT barbie!!!" they dont feel the way i do, they dont have to deal with your best friend leaving you and never coming back. oh gawd, i'm so upset i dont even know where to begin. ):

today was supposed to be a nice day. the family went out and caught diehard 4.0, really great movie! but what the hell, the lecture just ruined everything.

i'm upset, i miss barb.

i need someone to talk too/ i need her.

2007-07-05T05:18:00.000-07:00

i dont believe i'm worth so much okay! people can be like 21bucks and i'm like 55bucks? like shit man! whats wrong with me? am i really THAT bad? hahaha, i shall write up my own list and PROVE that i'm not that bad! (:

it means the more FUN you are and have enjoyed...not that you are a bad person. understand? i mean 55 bucks is like NOTHING!

WEIXIN'S (VERYOWN) MONEY LIST!

see how much you are worth! the more the better! (:

1. Made a teacher cry: $3

2. Stole something from a friend: $4

3. Had a pet who died from neglect: $5

4. Didnt do homework: $0.01 ---please! we do this like ALL the time!

5. Vandalised you school table: $ 0.005 ---ha! ditto!

6. Made your friend cry(sad tears NOT happy tears): $4

7. Cheat your parents money : $ 2

8. Shoplifted: $6

9. Injured a family member : $6

10. Made your parents cry: $5

11. Ran away from home: $3

12. Told someone he/she is ugly in the face: $3

13. Bullied someone: $4

14. Vandalised someone's (who you know) face in a magazine: $1

15. Pulled someone's bra strap: $1

16. Tried voodoo on someone you hate: $3

17. Made out with someone you cant have: $ 4

18. Went out with someone with 10 years age gap, willingly: $5

19. Made a move on a teacher/coach: $6

20. Stepped on shit: $8 -----suay lar you!

21. Went out with someone for their money: $7

22. Grinded someone on public: $5

23. Smack someone on the ass: $0.50

24. Hit a friend, real hard, ON PURPOSE: $2

25. Ganged up to boycott a friend: $4

26. Made someone the laughing stock of the school: $5

27. Told a teacher "FuckYou!": $5

28. Tried going all the way in public: $8

29. Really went all the way in public: $10

30: Hit on your close friend's ex: $11

31: Poured sauce on someone: $2

32: Pushed someone into the pool: $2

33. Wanted to kick a cat: $3

34. Spit ice at someone: $2

35. Kissed a gorgeous stranger: $3

HAHA, it was kinda fun thinking of all the stoopid stuff i did and didnt do. I mean i DID NOT shoplift okay! yeah, stuff like that. and gorgeous stranger? i'm not that lucky! haha, but white shirt guy today was OH MY GAWD GOOD. (: got bus boy standard!

ANYWAY, tell me how much you are worth NOW.

haha, bet its like so much more!

if its not.....den i'm making another list!

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first day of school sucked balls.

- i couldnt find my homework which i DID, did ok!

- i forgot to bring my pe attire.

- must endure more integrity talks

stoopid school.

i'm counting down to graduation alread larh!

BUT, we got our class pics today and that was ok.

the first wife lent me her peattire and that was alittle bit better ok.

had a nice pe lesson and that was tiring ok.

i saw my (sexy) black book buddy and that was happy ok.

i saw huiying at the same time and that was like really happy ok.

we went shopping, dressed up and fenced in toysrus? WOAH.

i'm starting to like the first day alread. and then i found my long lost hwk in the shoe cabinet AND the maid knows nothing about it?

i'm freaking/furious.

die new maid. DIE!

2007-07-04T06:28:00.000-07:00

haha, i think we just found mr no link.
i dont understand, hy&mq are like laughing like crazy but i dont understand! why do people msg me in chinese?
(i sure hope he doesnt know my blog, or it will be so awkward!)

anyway back to the chinese thing.
why do people msg to me in chinese? do i look like i understand chinese? i cant freaking read chinese even if it was to save my life. i attempted readin the msg, word by word (aloud too!) BUT i sound so silly!

oh, tried telling them a joke. no reply...wah lau, am i really living up to my nickname? -.-

I WATCHED TRANSFORMERS TODAY!!!
haha, now i dont feel so movie deprived! and it was SO GOOD! like 6popcorns over 5!

BUT the lines are a little cheesy, i mean "more than meets the eyes" part was ultimate cheesy ok! esp since the STOOPID theme song just sings, "tranformers! more than meets the eyes....." 945365 times throughout the whole freaking song!

yeah AND this stoopid song is like stuck in my head. just like "rehab" by that amy winehouse person. their songs keep playing on the radio and AHHHH, its stuck in my head AND it is so ANNOYING.

BAH, school/hell's starting.
i just mark out my calender & marked out all ASP, SSP, MSP and whatever bullshit Ps the stoopid school thinks of. i have NO life after 4july.
stoopid school, -.-
i mean doesnt it knows that 16JULY should be a major holiday??
well, it should (:

i mean think about it, 16JULY!

its 16JULY for goodness sake! its MORE important than like.....anyother day!

major hinting going on here! i'm so thickskinned.

oh well!
ps. jane is my imaginary friend. she is created by MOI and is features exclusively in my blog! WOW, so cool eh?
-----(absolute prove of how no life i am alread)

OH, CSI. (: BYE!

2007-07-03T08:42:00.000-07:00

"Why is the sky blue? Tell me why and i'll tell you why the grass is green."

Jane looked at John, thinking very hard for an answer. Jane is 5, John was only a few months younger. To Jane, this was a very hard question. So she kept thinking. Deep inside, she know...she'll never really know the answer. Truthfully, Jane doesnt care. All she wants is for the sky to stay blue and the grass, green.

YAYNESS, today was a goodday! shopping was like walking marathon in town man! fareast to princep, dhoby to orchard. we can seriously have a medal for travelling so much today! (:

haha, but it was shopping and good fun! dont even mind getting trashed at pool. so as long as its with you guys and there's food and rest! (:

oh well, must sleep now! need lots & lots $ lots of rest before school starts!

D.A.!!

wan to catch BALLET UNDER THE STARS this year?? (:

its like picnic&ballet!

20Jul - 22 Jul2007

Picnic from 5pm,School performances from 6.30pm; Main performance from 7.30pm
Fort Canning Park(Fort Canning Green)Fort Canning Centre, Cox Terrace

please say YES!

ps. meiqin! stupid sean keeping sms-ing me "hello stupid" AH!

2007-07-03T08:24:00.000-07:00

Here's the deal.
You look it over the following list and see how many of these things you have done. You have to ADD up the money amountalong the way. Then post the amount that you are!
PS: THE SMALLER THE BETTER.
-credits:danielle(anotherone!)

AND I'M LIKE 55BUCKAROOS.
haha, (:

1. Had sex: $6.00
2. Smoked: $5.00
3. Got drunk: $5.00
4. Went skinny dipping: $3.00
5. Kissed someone of the opposite sex: $4.00
6. Kissed someone of the same sex: $4.00
7. Cheated on a test: $2.00
8. Fell asleep in class: $0.50
9. Been expelled: $5.00
10. Been in a fist fight: $3.00
11. Listened to music: $5.00
12. Laughed so hard you peed ur panties: $5.00
13. Prank called the cops: $3.00
14. Stole something: $2.00
15. Done drugs: $5.00
16.Dyed your hair: $0.50
17. Done something with someone older: $3.00
18. Went out with someone OVER 18 (if your under 18): $4.00
19. Ate a whole thing of oreos: $0.50
20. Cried yourself to sleep: $1.00
21. Said you love someone but didn't mean it: $1.00
22. Been in love: $4.00
23. Got caught doing something that you shouldnt have been doing: $1.00
24. Went streaking: $4.00
25. Got arrested: $5.00
26. Made out with someone at the movies: $2.00
27. Swallowed pool water: $0.50
28. Played spin the bottle: $1.00
29. Done something you regret: $3.00
30. Had feelings for an adult $5.00
31. Had a crush on a teacher $4.00
32. Thought one of your friends parents' were hot $5.00
33. Had feeling for your best friend: $3.00
34. Wanted something you couldn't have: $0.50
35. Jetty Jumped $3.00

2007-07-02T04:37:00.000-07:00

Jane believed in SantaClaus. She believed he singlehandledly delivered presents to every good kid in town. Thats why Jane stayed good. She wanted SantaClaus to come. She wanted presents. She knew her parents couldn't afford any for her. So she stayed good all year, put out cookies and milk for Santa and stayed up on Christmas eve to wait up for Santa. She tossed and turned in her bed, her heart fluttered with excitement. At midnight, she heard creaking noises. She creeped out of bed and went downstairs gingerly. She was careful, she did not want to scare Santa. She peeked into the sitting room, and her heart stopped.

She expected a well sized man in a red suit, with a huge red bag filled with presents. But instead, there stood a lanky man bending over the tree, placing some presents underneath. There was no red suit, there was no big bag of presents, there was not even a beard. It was Dad.

What happened to Santa?

Jane was rooted to the stairs. She suddenly realised that maybe there was no Santa after all. Maybe it was a lie. Or maybe Santa was on a break.

Jane did not understand. She did not know what to think.

What should Jane believe now? Is there really Santa? Hmmm.....

WEEKENDS = GOODCOMPANY.

ikea was great, packin was horrible. it was HELL. i spent my weekend stucked in that horrible airconditioned room and has no space for me to walk/sleep/do anything! well, no i have space and haha, a 90%packed room to last till the weekend where i can pack again.

ohoh, i so must post pictures of my room! haha, i shall do it on our little secret place! (:

2007-06-30T16:50:00.000-07:00

i once had a friend. her name was jane. she was plain and happy. evryone knew her to be happy. happy happy jane. jane must be happy. they expected her to be so and nothing less. it was all she is was, being happy, no one known her to be anything more. over time, jane's smile worn thin, she grew older. but everyone still want her to be that happyhappy 5year old jane they once knew. one day, it hit jane. she can never be the same. no more happy happy jane. jane wanted to be more than that. so kiss goodbye happy happy jane! say hello to new jane who havent figured out how she will be like. but she is certained, "i am more than just happiness".

AHHH, ikea.
why cant you be like CLOSER?
its such a bum that you are so far away and i have to go all they way there just for that stupid but much loved storage boxes!

AHHH, car&drivinglicense
why cant you be mine like now?
so i dont have to waste so much money taking cab and get to where i wan like boooom!...i there alread!

AHHH, room.
oh very stupid but much loved room, why cant you just pack yourself? you are so messy that i can hardly walk around. you are so messy that i nealy broke my back just packing you. even a goodight rest and the osim chair didnt do much good. oh room, learn to pack yourself, won't you?

i'm sorry for going home early. i'm sorry.

2007-06-28T22:56:00.000-07:00

i got a wall clock, 2toiletriesbag, 1culterytray, beachmat, 2plates, 6wineglasses, 1 cushion, 1storagebox, 1laundrybin, and 1plantpot.........

FOR 27.75!!!!

or at least i plan to when i'm going ikea on saturday morning (:
hmmm....WHO WANA COME WITH???
strong person needed to share the load! (:

i'm in a packing spree this weekend. i figured, if i have to study hard for alevels, a need a space that i can do so! or at last return to from doin so, as my room is too small for any work to be done! haha, i swear i'm so good with money!

back to the packing!
i found like super vintage stuff, think abt herworld from my mum's poly days & our share of leather backpacks! plus nicenice country songs...

oh i LOVE fridays!

2007-06-28T09:04:00.000-07:00

THE TAG GAME
started by: meiqin

Here are the rules! The rule of this game goes : Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/ habits/ little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged must write in their blog 10 weird things/habits/ little known facts about themselves. At the end of it, you can choose 5 people to tag. Most importantly u got to state this rule of the game in the blog.

(omg, i cant believe meiqin want to know weird things about me)

1. i secretly wished i was a rockstar.
2. i like cutting nails, mine and everyone else.
3. i like to drink water, alot.
4. i love movies, i dont even mind working in video ezy.
5. i dance to saturday night fever.
6. i like my green bedsheets.
7. i cry, i like crying and i wished evrytime i do, i wasnt alone
8. i hate heels, they give me sores.
9. i need to be liked, i'm insecure
10. i'm good at lying, very good.

i'm not tagging anyone
i'm sorry but i'm not feeling right.

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i'm so tired, so tired. but katehudson is so pretty i cant turn her off. i want to go central park zoo. i do. her smile is so amazing. must watch "raising helen"!! trust me.

i just finished the list of movies barb left me, i miss her, i so do. i hate this stupid maid. home is so horrible, so empty now. aw, i need my stinking applejuice. (:

2007-06-27T08:13:00.001-07:00

i just watched american dreamz. hmm, kinda nice movie with ALOT of undertones. its disses the american president, the nonchalence we have for world affairs and how we are so caught up in realitytvshows like americandreamz that what is really important seems trival and viceversa. i'm sorry hollywood, i am way desensitised. theres no way one movie is going to change me. haha, you think i'm going to care just after that?

no way.
(its like maths exam, who cares right?)

2007-06-27T05:23:00.000-07:00

my birthday is coming.
(someone needs reminding)
i dont want rings, no soft toys and nothing that i cant use.
i like artsupplies (ooo, colourpencils in wooden cases!), prettybooks&things and balloons (:
and i want my watergun.

this list is ONLY for that someONE.
someone who calls himself applejuice... HAHA! how original. (:

haha, strictly no necklace okay (:

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i dont know exactly how much i wil die after blocks. i'm contemplating the reminder of my school years?
ok, months.

i swear, i cant get through this lousy alevels thing. i'm sorry but i think it is stupid and of no significant importance, in like what 10 years time? who honestly cares if you fail juniorcollege maths?
oh gawd, i hope i dont sleep or play on the gc during maths tomoro.

i must have strength. i CAN last through tomro's useless exams.
den i can have fun! gss is calling out to me. i so know it! its like " cometome....cometome......."
yup! thats my internal dialogue. this is perhaps why i cant study well. ):

yikes, who frequents the ******* to past time?
i shake my head in disbelief. he so needs counselling.

ohoh, i stole bird nest! HAHAHA, i figured i need some nourishment!
well, i DO.

2007-06-25T06:31:00.000-07:00

HAHA, meiqin and i were the voice of the event, you know those using the mikes caling people up for their matches. yup, we did that! i have always wanted to be the mike people for an event! but when we actually did it, it wasnt so cool after all. okay now i wan to be an emcee for an event! ***hint to meiqin!!

well, i hope we can be the mike people for the nationals in august! HAHA! i want to see my eye candy! i tried finding him online okay! but NO, no luck!

today was blocks already. i even wanted to convince myself to not go school. bah, i'm so not used to waking up at 6.30am. HAH, and i so know i'm screwed for blocks! i thought econs today was casestudy and dint even study! lit and hist tom? i'm so dead. at least i tried to look for my eyecandy before i die (:

ohmygawd, the girl sitting beside me in econs is so gross ok! she was indiscriminately scratching under her blouse and everything! GROSS.

2007-06-23T06:45:00.000-07:00

OMG, i cant breathe. i just cant. how can something like that happen??? you DONT search for peoples blog when you see them in public, you DONT. just dont. i cant believe this kind of things happen! i can hardly find some of own friends blogs.

i'm deeply disturbed.

saturday was a day of disturbed rest. i tried to relaxed, i even baked mushrooms. haha!

i baked really good mushrooms and mum ALWAYS buys mushrooms just because I like them. one day i think i have to bake it for the DA! you guys so need to try!!!

oh yeah back to relaxing, it seems to never be enough. i mean i tried watching tv, playing computer, but it just makes me more tired and dread school more.

today i suddenly broke down. considering its the first time i did since it happen, you cant really blame me if the watertaps were on on full blast. it seems like all this unhappiness was bottled in and it suddenly all came out.

i watched us, like we have never been separated and it made me really sad. i know nothing will ever been the same again, you even deleted msg 156! but i really just miss having you around. and seeing you, knowing that we can never be like that for like forever, i felt a knot tighten in my heart. and i just cant stop crying.

oh, dearies, i'm all right now. its no matter. i'm still wearing those really comfortable shrek ears at home and i'm happy.

at least i'll try to be. (:

haha tomoro me&mq are going to help out at tkd nationals? or some sparring competition! haha, breakfast provided. well, it better be some good breakfast esp. when i have to wake up at 7.30am on a sunday morning. and i better see some gorgeous pecs and some cute kids! OR ELSE!

ohoh, comfy is back! (:

breakfast breakfast please!!!

2007-06-22T21:20:00.000-07:00

SO MUCH PHOTOS.

SO MUCH MEMORIES.

SO MUCH FUN.

SO LITTLE TIME.

this whole week was nonstop studying with danielle&seng, the greatest time with DA, shrek ears, exhausting tkd with 20mins run, and that 30mins boyfriend thing.

i'm so tired, just wanted to sleep all day! BUT someone just have to call me in the morning to ask abt hist HOR? den sms, sms, sms, sometimes i wish i can throw my phone away BAH, i'm just in a bad bad mood.

as much as i like things to be spontaneous and fun, i sometimes would like a plan, at least something to lean back on. i hate wasting time doing nothing or waiting for something to happen. RARR.

oh i'm tired, so tired.

2007-06-20T07:25:00.000-07:00

PROOF OF MY MESSYWORKPLACE.

SO NOT KIDDING PEOPLE.

i packed it up before rushing to meet seng but when i came home, WHAM! its messy again! its like i'm a mess bringer.

bring mess, bring mess!

beware of that messy MESS BRINGER!

HAHA, to think i even LABLE my stuff (:

i wanted to protect MY com from those nasty, no use brothers i have! (:

tomoro will be the THIRD day i'm out studying and HAHA, i dont think i've really studied alot. but we sure cleared some nasty hwk! HAHA! today esp, i just copied copied copied!

oh! and me & dan almost got 400BUCKS EACH! but we were too nice...and...oops, hush! no telling the secrets of our niceness! but tom we might have like more $$$! ipod, new handphone...blahblah, who knows? (:

HAHA, today seems to be long phone talk day! haha i made someone very happy, didnt i? dont forget the balloons, flower, chocolates, limo, usher.....etc. you know wat i'm talking abt!

i have no idea why am i so high and chirpy these days...why am i so happy? a part of me deep down seems to have this nagging feeling that i was missing something, and i need some affirmation, some confirmation...maybe something.

hmmm, well, thats not of importance. the important thing is...

OUR DA DINNER CUM SLEEPOVER!

and that THIRD day of studying!

WEIXIN IS HAPPY!

even thou she looks SOOO horrible with hairband at home. (:

oh, and she loves LOVEACTUALLY.

LOVE, WEIXIN (:

2007-06-19T19:08:00.000-07:00

been taking random photos of my workarea and its hella messy. when my workarea ever be neat for me like for a longlong tme and not 5mins before i mess it up?

it now looks like a tornado hit the area and BAMMM, gone! look at how messy it is!

OMG love actually is RA is it?

2007-06-19T08:45:00.000-07:00

CHECK OUT THE POST BEFORE AND MY OWEN PROJECT OKAY???
I LIKE IT.
HY&RACH LIKE IT.
HELL, DANNY LIKES IT.

today was a good study day(:

seng got really nice friends and boy, are they good in maths! they are so nice and so friendly...reminds me so much for sec sch days, where its just abt having fun and not abt stupid block test all the time.
sakae was like OMG too. i rember eating watermelon, ALOT of watermelon. i ate like off 3 persons' plate. (:

i saw many things on my way home today.
- soil exploding, BOOM!
- hot guy running, GLAZED with sweat
- cat that WOULDNT move, at all.

we live in a weirdweird world,
no wonder i'm a weird weird girl!
(ahh, i'm rhyming!)

someone confided in me today, i gues its human nature to want to be love, to be accepted, to be wanted. its what evryone wants. oh well, some of us have it more and some of us have it less.
but definitely, same quality.
trust me, i worked at the factory of love and it was in our guide book! OK, I'M LAME.

oh, i proposed today to miss alwayslost (:
haha, i rembered our dreams, what we wanted and the times we spend talking and talking abt the future.

well, you are now forever part of mine.

ALL of the miss-es are.

all of you guys mean so much to me, thats why we are going to spend the rest of our lives together!
can you guys imagine going to beach, like how we do all the time, when we are 60? haahaa, i'm wearing a bikini!!! ALL OF US ARE! lets scare the hell out of the younger generation!

2007-06-19T06:35:00.000-07:00

HAHAHA, i'm putting the final touches on my owen project and HA, i'm so loving it! i spent alot of digging of my art stuff to do this project sooo...its kinda NICE. i dont care if anyone thinks its ugly, IT"S NICE.

even if i decided to cover up some space with HOTPINK posts-its, because i think the whole brown layout is so dull and my post it dispenser!~ is just sitting beside me! HAHA, my name on my project will be in pink, while the rest of my project is brown.

HOW COOL IS THAT? (:

okay i decided to add colour to my work.omg it will look like a cartoon when i'm done!

okayokay...

I'M DONEEEE!!!
THE LETTER, OWEN, BY MEEE!

stupid teseng didnt stay online to see my artwork! ): stoopid. tomoro YOU die (:

2007-06-18T09:40:00.000-07:00

I LOVE DA.

just love, love, love!

we are having our first online sleepover, with visual food and apparently meiqin decides to give me visual present too! haha, msn loved me today! oh dont we love playing with the emotions thing? mine is so lousy! dont even have pizza! dont even have utensils or cake or coffee!! omg, no wonder i am so hungry. my online self is starved. oh gawd, the kissing session just started. drama, drama, drama. who is the fourth kiss for?? (:

lets just keep evrything at that, HAHA!

hy&mq just said i'm miss no-link! haha, whatever, it's still an award!! (:

well time to stop talking abt food and get some sleep! (:

MISS HEY!!!

MISS ALWAYS LOST!!!

MISS NOLINK&ALWAYSLOST BEST FREN!!!

MISS MISSING-IN ACTION!!!

MISS NO-LINK!!!

weird names 17year olds come up with! okay one of u is 18, but still doesnt stop us from acting like 5! and we so love it!

ohoh, hotcakes tom! (:

and studying maths with seng and sakae!

I LOVE THE DA (:

2007-06-18T06:46:00.000-07:00

"The Swiss have an interesting army. Five hundred years without a war.Pretty impressive. Also pretty lucky for them. Ever see that little Swiss Army knife they have to fight with? Not much of a weapon there. Corkscrews. Bottle openers. 'Come on, buddy, let's go. You get past me,the guy in back of me, he's got a spoon. Back off. I've got the toe clippers right here.'"
--Jerry Seinfeld

"Time flies like a rocket; fruit flies like a banana."

2007-06-18T03:24:00.000-07:00

Stephen says:
what is my girlgirl do now?

youmakemewanashout says:
OMG
you have my email!!!
you have msn!!

Stephen says:
ok. your dad also keep up to date. HEY HEY

SHOCK & AWE, SHOCK & AWE.
its just one of those days, just one of those days... (:

2007-06-17T05:44:00.000-07:00

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!

it was just a simple affair but dad was clearly happy. we bought something for him for the first time! (:

today after the tkd tournament, where there were absolutely no one very impressive or very cute, we decided to go town and watch me spend $$$ instead of staying in toapayoh and evryone spending $$$.

(meiqin's brilliant thinking!)

the day was a happy simple affair and i finally got evrything on my list!!! oh yesh definitely spent alot of money and i'm overjoyed! haha meiqin is a good financer!

why must you spoil the whole day? you and your moodyness. oh, i rember how you diss me and gave me such a hard time when i was moody but you? when you are moody i have to bloody well shut up. sometimes me too, me too...

2007-06-16T03:31:00.000-07:00

I LOVE THIS MOVIE
dont know why it took me so long to watch it. okay i admit i was alittle daunted that it WAS pride&prejudice, and i was afraid i couldnt understand like how i cant when i was reading the book.
haha, but just strain your ears a little, miss a little of gibber gabber and you'll understand! (:

HURHUR, meet my second boyfriend who keeps msging me!

arent he the darnest thing? its all these little kids that keeps me going to tkd, of course theres mq&yf too and sir's antics, and my love for tkd itself. but you know, little kids? how could you ever resist?

this kid, named SEAN, has a hp at the age of 7.

he was like showing off to me& mq and he even aske for our numbers. oh, he has made someone very happy, definitely. hurhur!

i hate to admit this but this cam is so good! but i hate rembering that someone said i couldnt understand it. like you'll every need to understand a camera!! just click and take the photo! how hard can THAT be? but, all the group photos i'm like, talking! so unglam and a do-over is a no-no! argh!

oh well, i had my fix of that pumpkin soup and my awesome cherries and that cool country song "marry me", now thats HOLIDAY!

had fun yesterday with huiying, in our impromptu outing to the area nears the bfs! haha, lets bum more often, shall we?

cute hot tkd guys tomoro, oh joy oh joy! i so LOVE holidays!

2007-06-15T19:02:00.000-07:00

i'm beyond angry.

beyond.

someday that punk is going to get it.

ha, mayb then order will be set right.

2 parents 2 kids

now thats the way it should be

no freakin neoweizhe,

the loser who steals.

2007-06-14T07:21:00.001-07:00

FOR ONCE I GOT NOTHING TO BLOG ABT.

I'M PERFECTLY HAPPY!

I'M STAYING HOME STUDYING LIKE A GOOD GIRL

HUSH! I KILLED 10ANTS AND 1 MOS TODAY. (:

COME TOMORO COME!
COME ALEVELS COME!
I'M NOT AFRAID OF YOU!
PS. I WANT PUMPKIN SOUP (:

2007-06-12T19:01:00.000-07:00

of all the couples on desperate housewives, i love lynette and tom the most. they surely are a team and they accept each other for who they are. wouldnt the world be a better place if we just accept evryone for who they are. i mean their faults should not deter us from seeing the real them.

hurhur, i've been cookin and boy do i miss deon's pie! (:
but hey i do cook a mean breakfast! (:

2007-06-11T21:36:00.000-07:00

the party's over now,

so get a grip!

time's not going to stop,

so get on moving!

no more sob stories,

or that nasty sunburnt complain,

i hate people calling me emo,

especially him him him!

stop calling me emo, i am NOT! stop playing the blame game with me and blame my oh-so-"emo" attitude!!! its always my fault, me me me! its my fault that i've walked away from you, when i've hang up on you, when i missed your calls and msges, its always my fault!

whats do you always see wrong in me! i refuse, absolutely refuse to keep feeling so lousy because of what you say to me anymore!

you wan me to change so that you can talk to me?

ARGH, where is the logic in that?

i'm a happyhappy person. little miss happy, i tell you!

gawd, i hate not being able to concentrate studying and moping like this! i need to stop!

the party's over now,
so get a grip!
time's not going to stop,
so get on moving!

no more sob stories,
or that nasty sunburnt complain,
i hate people calling me emo,
especially him him him!

2007-06-10T09:12:00.000-07:00

all it took was three haircuts, some kfc, some poker, 2 psp, 2 cousins and 1 insane brother to make me over the moon. we played like serious psp and poker and, oh! some serious kick ass snap! (:

i'm a happyhappy girl!

plus dan is sending me all the photos we took! oh i wan that running picture and all our attempts at jumping pic!

tomoro will be great! it doesnt matter if it means waking up at 7am, to get ready and make breakfast! we so must tan/camwhore/spend quality time together!!! (:

2007-06-09T17:22:00.000-07:00

i just woke up from an 18hours sleep, having been awake for 30hours.

it was loads of fun, staying out, taking crazy pictures, playing board games, making animal noises, walking around the entire town, singin at 5 in the morning. haha, the bus ride back was great rest. i enjoyed myself you guys! exhausting 3 hours jazz classes at 8 am was no joke. i was practically lurging myself home after class. mum was great, letting me sleep in an aircon room with great breakfast in the morning.

i'm surprised that i could even survived all that. reminds me of obs where i went without sleep at all for the first day. i rember how bright the moon was, and how the gang of us stayed up and wondered around. i rember how we were friends sitting in ants infested area.

rarr, this has been the best start to our longawaited vacation from school (:

2007-06-07T18:19:00.000-07:00

i did no wrong but i feel an absolute criminal.

thanks to you, stinkingskankerilioussorebits.

2007-06-06T19:19:00.000-07:00

i grudgingly give in to exhaustion at 4.38am, and i know that becos that silly guy who offer to buy me food is still online. sigh, i wished i can bring myself to give in, but i cant. oh that pride, that awful, awful, pride. my head burns with fever, my body unable to cope with this strangling pain. i dont want to go to school, i cant possibly. or am i just making excuses? i'm not going, not going. oh gawd, why must it be like this? i'm sorry okay? i'm so sorry.

2007-06-06T10:33:00.000-07:00

this is vexing, cruel and utterly painful. the more i indulged in this sappy korean drama, the more i miss him. i wish he would come through in the end and say he'll love me again. its vexing, its cruel and so so so painful.

haix, why must i do this to myself?
and its 1.38am, oh-so-not-helping weixin, so not.

2007-06-06T05:24:00.000-07:00

I HATE YOU,

I HATE YOU.

you wouldnt tell me what i did wrong, you wouldnt tell me so much but that didnt stop you from telling me i'm spoilt, that i'm stubborn, you coming is just giving me face and all that bullshit. if you only read what you send me, if only you could view how you treat me like a silent film, if only you feel hurt when i was crying like crazy after you left, but you cant can you? walk away, oh dont you love me walking away? you filthy hypocrite. i cant walk away but you can? you are so horrible. i hate you, i hate you, i hate you. why is so painful? why does it hurt so much? why cant i just stop crying and forget you? i'm so sad, so lonely at home. the place is so empty, so empty. i thought you could alleviate my loneliness and make me happy but you only made it worse, so much worse. i feel terrible, really terrible. must you do this to me? wake up weixin, wake up, stop being like this. stop crying ):

2007-06-04T06:32:00.000-07:00

The Five Simple Rules To Be Happy

1. Free your heart from hatred

2. Free your mind from worries

3. Live simply

4. Give more

5. Expect less

what do i think???

BULLSHIT.

i did all that and i'm NOT happy.

this is what makes me happy:

1) kickass friends

2) a mr what

3) parents who give you $$$

4) freaking good maid

5) relatively smart ok brain

yup, i'm happy [:

no more sad me!

the new maid sucks, i dont like her and ho ho i think she knows it. she wants me to treat her like barbie? wait long long larh sister, i dont even understand the things you say.

i'm so mean [:

2007-06-01T16:39:00.000-07:00

BARBIE LEFT US,

LEFT ME TODAY

I FEEL THROWN INTO A CORNER,

NEGLECTED...

AND ALONE.

SHE AND I SURVIVE,

I THINK AT LEAST 10HURS,

I CANT IMAGINE LIFE WITHOUT HER.

I WOKE UP AT 6 AM,

TO HUG HER GOODBYE,

I CANT EVEN PULL MYSELF

TO SEND HER OFF.

WAVING GOODBYE FOR THE LAST TIME,

I TEAR LIKE CRAZY,

ITS NOT FAIR THAT SHE LEFT ME,

ITS TOO SOON, TOO FAST...

I'M IN THE CORNER (AGAIN),

BACK INTO THE CORNER...

ALONE (AGAIN) ]:

2007-05-31T15:46:00.000-07:00

it wasnt my fault,

but evryone is pinning it on me.

it's not fair ):

edit/ this pic is so cute! and kinda

reminds me vaguely of someone, dont cha think!

vaguely, oh so vaguely!

2007-05-29T20:06:00.000-07:00

hey hongshen and tim, are you reading my blog like mq said you guys would?
dont worry its nothing interesting! i swear i was not talking about chr...OOPs! major blunder! (: haha, but rember to tag okay! (:

the boyfriend today is so sweet. he brought me my favourite breakfast, strangely he know whats i want (: ten points for youu! but he is disturbing me like crazy when we are watching our pirates of the caribbean. urgh. haha, but yesh! he is gone and hello lonliness! ):

ah, i miss him. oh well, time for desperate housewives marathon! (:

2007-05-29T03:49:00.000-07:00

hurhur, i'm at meiqin's school, hidden in some godforsaken cca area, trying hard not to be fryed on the thigh by her laptop. ok i give up, its too HOT. i'm watching meiqin's school tkd team. haha, the guy that is obviously anal is taking the class, thinkin he is all that. oh gawd, someone please bang him with a car so he'll HAVE TO go for a plastic surgery. his face, is so ugly, it looked like his momma sat on it when he was being born! (:

oh NOW, i understand why that ugly guy went for that year one girl. she is so incredibly cute and childlike, like a cheena barbie doll. oh god, there arent so many girls when i last came here. so many girls want to learn tkd? its not like the guys are cute or anything. if i had a choice, i would join the seas sports team instead! the guys are sunkissed and so H-O-T! oh yesh, hot major!

urgh the taking class very ugly guy is seriously showing off, bet thats just the tip of the iceberg! oh gawd, this girls are so pathetic man! i thought i was the worst. but these girls are SO whinny! urgh the guy is showing off now. urgh! ): HA! he is out of breath now!

judging by the comments i am making, one can see how bored i am. but i cant help it man! urgh the vlc player is taking FOREVER to download, and i cant watch the movie i brought, "how to lose a guy in 10days". urgh.

oh ugly man, can u please just bang your face on the wall??

haha, some people begin to stare at those training. i dont blame them. it is a kinda weird exercise... (: oh, those strangers semm to be dancers?? dancing in fbts? a dress and jeans??? oh stare away people, just stare so bluntly that your mouth is practically hanging out. woah, the white belt is so tough. omg. yup the dancey looking people are staring still. never see people run before ar? aiyo.

i cant believe japan won miss universe (:
i like last year's miss japan though, cuter (:

oh they seem to be getting ready to dance. israel (how to spell) is in there! oh now it cant be dance! definitely NOT! and they are just standing there...for like 15 minutes of just standing. oh they are talking in some weird language. hurhur, definitely weird.

31percent, vlc media i have faith in you. please dont disappoint me!

34percent....

the ugly man is showing off again. do pushups also show off. he must have one of his legs in the air and show how incredibly fit he is. urgh.

i'm sorry but he did something that is so horrendous that i cant help hating him. oh yes, i know that ugly man (:

urgh, now they are humping the floor. but happen to good old push ups? the standing/staring people are weird. just standing again.. ): urgh, ugly man is the epitome of ugly. ha! he hurt his back already, cant even do simple exercise that I, i repeat I can do.

44percent...

meiqin just came and left. oh gawd, where did they all go? goodbye tkd people and hello one,two, ...four, ok three black belts here. so now theres only the 3 blackbelts, the starin/standing group and one very weird fella sitting across from where i am, reading some notes, ALONE.

53percent...

urgh, i cant even google my name right.
i m so bored, and i googled marilyn's blog! (:
rip something of her's to pass the time.

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Name twenty people you can think of right now.
Don't read the question(s) until you've named the 20 people.
At the end of this, choose five person to do this.

1 mr what
2 meiqin
3 deon
4 huiying
5 rachel
6 cherlyn
7 danielle
8 carina
9 sabrina
10 adeline
11 justine
12 vernisa
13 gary
14 delcinea
15 zhaoyi
16 zicai
17 michelle
18 desmond
19 kevin
20 steve

How did you meet #14? [del]
- when i was in sec3 (: forgot the details but she was my bestfriend!

What would you do if you didn't meet #1? [mrwhat]
- find another bf! haha, no larh. i would be utterly miserable and i'll would just crawl up and die at home (:

What if #9 and #20 dated? [steve&sab]
- i wil be so jealous ):

Would #6 and #17 make a good couple? [cher&mich]
- ha! maybe! hurhur joking! mich got someone already! and cher got ME! (:

Describe #3. [deon]
- my beacon in life. she is my goddess isis. she is beautiful, alluring, talented, smart and my bestest friend (:

Is #8 attractive? [car]
- of course! unless you are hopelessly blind.

Describe #7. [dan]
- she is like icecream on a hot day! hurhur!

Do you know any of #12 family members? [ver]
- haha, just saw them the other day! the bro and sis (:

What would you do if #18 confess to you that he/she likes you? [des]
- hur, i know he does! JOKING! i'll smile and write him a poem entitled "blackbook, springfield and titoudao" (: where are you, blackbookbuddy?

What language does #15 speaks? [zhao]
- english, cheena and malay (: i think!

How old is #16? [zicai]
- 18, 19 this coming dec!

When is the last time you spoke to #13? [gary]
- just a few hours ago when he was kuai-laning dan&me!

What is #2's favourite band or singer? [mq]
- ME! she loves it when i sing! and she especially loves how it will rain as a result becos my voice is so nice that the heavens tear evrytime they hear it! haha!

Would you ever date #4? [hy]
- i date her all the time! oops, i'm sorry cheepong!

Would you ever date #7? [dan]
- i am, will and am gonna (: haha!

Is #15 single? [zhao]
- i think so. he is artistic, tall, attractive with incredible dress sense. cmon ladies! while stocks last, you know!

What's #10's last name? [ade]
- tan! (:

Would you ever be in a relationship with #11? [jus]
- ar, i'm scared she hit the lights! hurhur (:

School of #3? [deon]
- cjc, oh lucky her!

Where does #6 lives? [cher]
- hougang. but she used up live like 10mins away from meee. ):

What's your favourite thing about #5? [rach]
- she is funny, has incredible dress sense and is our purple buddy!

Have you seen #1 naked before? [mrwhat]
- hurhur, he wishes i would.

What do you like about #20? [steve]
- he was the first to let me put my leg on his in the most unglam way and he lets me win in pool! (:

What reminds you of #19? [kevin]
- guitars, angel(his dog) and bus171

What is #13 to you? [gary]
- mr keropok (:

What do you think #18 wil be when #18 grows up? [des]
- an underwear model! hurhur, i wish! but the next soccer sensation in singapore (:

Would you die for #2?
- maybe larh, she ar...haha...joking! of course i will! (:

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haha, i'm so bored here. turns out their practise is from 6.30 to 9.30! no wonder i almost collapse the last time i trained here. the standing people turned out to be cheerleaders i think. they were cheering and doing stunts. oh gawd i saw the water sports guyyys!! (:

i've been listening to michellebuble-everything for at least half an hour. oh gawd, how silly am i? sitting here for 2 solid hours! note to self, next time bring mor movies just in case the one doesnt work and do not wear tkd clothes if not training.

vlc failed me. the internet failed me. ):

haha, the girls training with mq is dedicated but hopeless. but with this strenous training, ha, one year and she'll trash the shit out of me man! oh its the next girl! flexible. oh, she is that cheena girl that borrow mq rubber band before i could... ): woah the other girls are all sitting down! oh gawd, why cant my trainings be like this?

half an hour more, gawd i'm DYING of boredom. nyp doesnt allow you to access youtube i see.... ):

meiqin is injuired. oh gawd, damn horrible. haha, the other girl that is not the rubber band stealer with meiqin is sqeamish when she sees blood. haha, she is from nursing? oh gawd, mq being a nurse is so appropriate.

oh gawd the cheerleaders are back! i cant believe HE is a cheerleader! i cant even be a cheerleader and he can? the world is so unfair! oh the tkd people are standing! end class?? oh no the blacks are not with them! oh yes! they just salute! yayyyyy, end of class and boredom!

FINALLY, END OF TRAINING! (:
HELLO SWEET FREEDOM! (:

2007-05-28T06:47:00.000-07:00

I'm confused, afraid, scared and tired.

all at the same time.

i wished evrything will turn out for the best.

world peace evrybody!

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SO TO CHEER MYSELF UP,

I STUMBLEUPON! (:

THINGS KIDS SAY ON...

Strategies For Making People Fall In Love With You:

"Tell them that you own a whole bunch of candy stores." -- Del, age 6

"Shake your hips and hope for the best." -- Camille, age 9

"Yell out that you love them at the top of your lungs...and don't worry if their parents are right there." -- Manuel, age 8

"Don't do things like have smelly, green sneakers. You might get attention, but attention ain't the same thing as love." -- Alonzo, age 9

"One way is to take the girl out to eat. Make sure it's something she likes to eat. French fries usually works for me." -- Bart, age 9

2007-05-28T05:35:00.000-07:00

YES! YESS! YESSS!

finally i could get my internet explorer to work! without anyone's help, mind you! i'm never a computer savvy person, i shut down computers when they do not perform fast enough. hur, who cares if it spoilts? see how bad i am in this kind of things? but i did it, i solved it and i feel great!

take that mum&dad who thinks i spoilt another computer, esp since its mine now and i'm responsibile for evry freaking thing that happens to this computer! urgh.

DEON thanks so much for yesterday (:

it was the first time i felt relaxed in weeks!

cant wait for the photos! esp those near the stables (:(:

we can get through school!!!

lets ALL get through school together!!! (:

the sex talk today was disgusting.

the guy in front of me wrote he is "verylikely" to contract aids. omg.

hold the graphics! (please!)

indian rojak and afternoon nap,

oh yes, what simple pleasures!

zouk tom for the poetry thingy! ):

2007-05-23T16:04:00.000-07:00

we'll survived, we'll pull thru.

i'm happy that we are happy.

i'm feeling like a child with fairy's wing

i'm flying (:

2007-05-21T15:50:00.000-07:00

Wake up in the morning,

Stumble on my life.

Can't get no love without sacrifice.

If anything should happen,

I guess I wish you well.

Mm A little bit of heaven,

With a little bit of hell.

This is the hardest story that I've ever told. (ooooo)

No hope, no love, no glory.

A happy ending gone forever more.

I feel as if I'm wasted,

And I'm wasted everyday.

This is the way you left me.

I'm not pretending.

No hope, no love, no glory,

No happy ending.

This is the way that we love,

Like its forever.

Then live the rest of our life,

But not together.

Two o'clock in the morning,

Something's on my mind.

Can't get no rest,

Keep walking around.

If I pretend that nothing ever went wrong

I can get to my sleep

I can think that we just carried on.

HAPPY ENDING BY MIKA
this is so nice! (:
it seems to suit my mood so much right now.
thers's no happy ending (:

2007-05-19T18:39:00.000-07:00

i wish i can run awayyyy,

i dont want to go school tom,

i dont want hist test,

i dont want to go school ever,

just want to run awayyy to a godforsaken land

and no one will find me.

thanks deon, (:
you are always ther for me

2007-05-19T09:13:00.000-07:00

i feel like we are an active volcano that is erupting any second. well, it was fun while it lasted. its was your insecurities, your nonchalence, your insane pettiness and my temper that was the cause. you are the only one whose love is so limited and pettiness and temper limitless. i dont want to care anymore. but i cant. the more i try to push you out of my head, the more i think about you, about us. i wish it doesnt have to be this way. but i sick of saying sorry to you, you never learnt. and the process of recovery is getting longer and more tiring. its tiring. so tiring. why is caring for you so hard, so difficult? why must you make it so? i'm tired, so tired. if those girls are better, have more patience, more time that they have to waste away on you, so be it. go. i can never be like them. so make up your mind. if its me, then you better buck up mister and start pleading for forgiveness. if its them, good luck to you. i have never been treated like that before. never. rarrrr, i'm so angry. and being angry is making me hungry. rarrr, today was suppose to be my happy day and you wrecked it. cant you be that kind of guys that make evrything better instead of worser? rarrr, i just want to kill someone right now. you asked me to promise to give in to you. oh filthy hypocrite! when have you ever given in to me during a fight? you usually ignore me. isnt that the same as walkin away? its the same. both results in us not talking anymore what. rarrr, where that bag of m&ms? we need a punching bag at home. weizhe(my younger bro) is not enough anymore ):

2007-05-17T15:53:00.000-07:00

i had a nightmare and woke up at 2am today. i wanted so much to call someone but i was afraid to even move. it seems somehow, to matter how old you are, there is always the fear of a monster underneath your bed, a vampire lurking outside your door or even the boogieman residing in your dreams.

so i stared blankly into thin space, in that fixed, uncomfortable position, tryin to close my eyes and coax myself back to sleep. evrytime i do, i recalled my nightmare and my eyes flew wide open in fright.

it was a terrible night, a horrific dream.
and it made worse by what you messaged me.

i didnt know when i sleep i have the reflex to turn down calls. maybe in that gogy state of mind, i may have done so but i dont really know. i'm really sorry and i seek atonement.

i'm sorry. i'll never reject a call from you again.
please forgive me?

2007-05-16T06:44:00.000-07:00

i am the world's most impatient person.

i like things done my way and i want them to be so. i dont like people that cant think on their feets and be flexible about stuff. its really damn annoying especially if the person cant see beyond the perimeters of the damn box. i like people to be fast and efficient, time is of the essence people! i think ideas to to fun and innovative, oh please who wants to waste their time doing boring stuff.

this is probably why i'm such a bitch in planning (:

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my class is DAMN SUAY.
the teachers we get ar, are all crap.

gp and ct is shit man. i'm sorry mr sami, mr-big-back-right-pocket, i dont care if u was the best in mass com in ntu or something and got to see the president. you are a crap ass anal teacher. please lar, you take 1 hour to go through 3 compre questions and cant u even tell the class was not even listening? you keep asking us damn questions, like those that really require damn long answer, you really think people will answer meh? my brain probably already shut off by then! oh gawd, i know you're trying to get us to think but before we can do so, you should JUST give us the answers and let us learn from there. and when we achieve higher thinking skills and this kind of bull then ask us those sibei long question larh.

i had enough.

ms tan the maths teacher, she damn mean larh. cant u see we are very slow in maths? you cockeye ar? cant u just go slower? if dont teach s5 and 6, how much do we lose out? 5-8 marks in exams? i rather u give those up and go through slowly so we can catch up larh. you dont even allow peer teaching. den what u wan? sometime u also very confuse about what you teaching... -.- i know you are a committed teacher but u are a lousy one.

i had enough, i dont want to fail math.

ms lim is nice larh, she helps us alot and treat us quite well. but sometimes she talks like an auntie and overly dramatic, like she is having a spasms or something. it also just make me shut off larh. but i gotta admit, she teaches well sometimes.

but then, i dont want to fail econs.

mrslow hates my guts. but she is hell of a teacher! she is the only one that gives me A in my essays (: thats teaching man!
but does she really need to give us THAT much notes?
mr tay is the opposite lar. he damn kiam siap with notes one.
asean machiam die already.

but history is strike A! (:

lit? i love lit but lit doesnt love me.

this so rant-y. but i really vex at the fact our gp and maths teacher really CMI. and with the pressures of impending exams, rarr, i think i can die.
die alevels, die.

its so annoying but if u think about it teachers do really make a difference.
can you imagine a teacher who bloody hate your guts or is convince you are a failure from the start and picks on you compared to one that showers you with encouragement and challenges you to be better in both studies and morally?

i really admire mrslow. she may hate me but she still teaches me what i need to get an A. okay, damn random.

ROAR, MY CLASS DAMN SUAY.

2007-05-15T05:05:00.000-07:00

WOO, TODAY IS A GOOD DAY (:
i actually sent out mass emails invites for our clique to head on down to that sunny spot we love oh-so-much to get a little TLC from mr sun up there. i feel so powerful!! i can actually work this computer, i'm SO it-savvy now! *grins! (:
(ok i know u just have to type it emails and stuff but hey, for me, its so much more than that. so much more...)

OH, yeah and today's a pretty imp day (:
i know you wanted to send me home but its okay. i appreciate the thought. you can make it up to me by buying me my super massive huge watergun for my birthday!
oh, you stinking nasty poop, i emailed you too! *grins*

HA, i also decided to use my really good email-ing skills to email the class-ies about some important websites! check your mails people!

TODAY IS SO EMAIL-ING DAY!!!

TODAY MR SAMI ASK ME STUFF ABT GSC/SGC/CGS??
oh shit, i forgot what it is called!!!
well, its the crap certificate that jcs make such a big moohaaa abt. it shows your cca contributions and all the nasty show-off, kick arse stuff you did in jc besides suffering the horrendous workload, crap lessons and redundant exams (:

ANYWAY, he was like asking me what i did for my cca and stuff like that. and evrything (stupid) thing that came out of my mouth, he asked me what value did i learnt. hey, ther are only so many values in my head and by the time i got to descibing about my ocip to cambodia, hey my brain ran dry. then he talked about my academics, ha! omg, what was i going to say? that i have been failing all these while? RAR, i dint even get to finish before he scooted me out of the class. ):

self reminder: tell him about ogl-ing, nyaa and my tkd tom.

i need these stuff to make up for my lack of brains.

i really pale in comparison to my brother and my parents academically. the big bro says since both my parents are engineers in their field, and have outstanding science and maths brainjuices, they both have the "math&science" gene. well, as a balance, they also have an "anti-math&science" gene.
turns out, my brother got both of that "math&science" gene and i end up with the anti one. ):

HOW I WISH I COULD BE SMARTER...
like really kickarse smart in EVERYTHING. good in literature, history, maths, science....the works! ha, then i can breeze through school and get started on what's really important... (:(:

ha, then i wouldnt have to feel so stupid at something. especially in exams or test where i could stare that the question forever and still the answer seems to be farfarFAR away. like today's case study thingy. i feel so stupid. and get no balls about the stinking exchange rate. why do THE MAN make it so difficult!

BUT THEN AGAIN IT DOESNT PAY TO BE TOO SMART.
we sticked bluetack on my brother's face on poster in school.
take that, mr smart ass!

i know it is so OVER, but i BAKED a cake for my mum on mother's day!!
it was a chocolate volcano devil's cake with m&ms spelling mum.
haha, and i swear it looks like a volcano with that cone-y shape and chocolate lava and rocks spilling over and evrything!!!
i dont care but its WAY better than my bro's mp3 present of the younger one's ben&jerry (:

oh dang, casestudy is calling me.
i hate econs. RAR.

2007-05-12T05:24:00.000-07:00

RACHEL IS SO FUNNY
----how do you expect me to grow, if you wont let me blow?

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HA! IN 1989....

some of the TOPSONGS were:
-Another Day In Paradise by Phil Collins
-Right Here Waiting by Richard Marx

Star Trek: The Next Generation and Baywatch
....was already on TV

THE Hot New Toys are
Polly Pockets, Nintendo Game Boy and Game Boy!

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Some ??? (what?) Superstitions

- If you go to the bathroom in the night with no clothes on, insects will fall on you???

- If you see a magpie, remember this rhyme - One for sorrow, Two for joy, Three for a girl, Four for a boy, Five for silver, Six for gold, Seven for a secret, Never to be told???

- To cut bread in an uneven manner is a sign that you have been telling lies???

- If a girl's petticoat or slip shows below her dress, she is loved more by her father than by her mother???

- Women should not whistle, for it encourages evil spirits to visit them???

- If a woman's menstrual cycle begins while she is seated in a church the next child she has will be born dead???

(woah, crazy people much)

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my daddy is crazy. he wants me to learn indian dance, the man part....not the female part.

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rar, so bored.

2007-05-12T02:33:00.000-07:00

my parents and brother are talking so loudly i cant hear my FRIENDS videos ): they are discussing which university my bro wants to go.
my dad is being at meanie and mockin my bro being a dylexic. he even ask my bro if he could even spell "the". its damn mean.
my bro just wants to be a genetic engineer. he just want to apply for a university, OVERSEAS. rub it in, mr-i-got-4As.

ha, my dad just said "dont read reader digest!" as if it is like a swear word. like my dad reads. he ONLY reads chinese books. thats so not reading!
okay no more eavesdropping! back to FRIENDS!
ross just touched rachel's butt!!! (: omg, she is giggling like crazy when they are making out.....hahaha!!!

2007-05-11T16:31:00.000-07:00

FUCK YOU, NABEH, CHEEBYE.
something happen in tkd, and now i cant walk properly ):
you fucking boom belt, i dont care if this makes me a sore loser but i really fucking dislike your mother fucking face.
i'm sorry sir, i dont think i deserve it right now.

boom belt is like black belt level but for those kids under 16. when they turn of age, they automatically get black belt.

ROARRRR, I HATE HIM.(the boombelt fella)

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i've bought my mother's day present already!!
have you?? (:

2007-05-09T20:28:00.000-07:00

hurhur, finally i get to skip school again. i swear mrs low was right. my mum lets me do what ever i want (: even dad was ok with it too!

mum's home too 'cause she is really sick and has 2days mc.
she knows i was faking headache to skip school (: ha, but she was a-okay with it. she even joked how i can still read my harrypotter despite having a "horribleheadache", or so i claimed!
well, mum arent such a saint herself!
she's playing the com opposite mine! it rocks now we have 3computers at home (:

nope, i've stopped crying (:
my mum made me baby porridge and homemade chicken rice so i would stop. yes, mummy i'm stopping already.

i love my mum so much.
even though she peeked into my bag and found out what she's going to get for mother's day. but oh well, she was smiling to hereself afterwards anyways.

oh, how i love skipping school (:

2007-05-09T05:35:00.000-07:00

THE MEN JUST DONT GET IT.

i'm bawling my eyes out, pulling my hair out of sheer frustration, thinking of what i could say to convince you i dont want a b*. i thought we were just competing who could be more patient and wait out longer. i never thought you took one bloody word i said to be so serious and so freaking literal. yeah, thursday definitely a skip school day. i'll be home bawling my eyes out from morning till night.

what more can i say?

i wish sometimes i could input a little logic or common sense into your head. you take one word, and infer it out of proportions and you cant take one sentence i say and put it into your head?

i dont want a b*, get it?

how much obvious do you want me to be?

do you feel satisfied?
you've won. you've played a player.
arent that a boost to your male ego?

congratulations, you have officially broken my heart.
10trillion points for you and the gold trophy for the taking.

just let me cry.

2007-05-08T06:41:00.000-07:00

ROARRRR, I WANT TO SKIP STINKING SCHOOLLL

SCHOOL IS SO UNBEARABLE THANKS TO THE FREAKING HEATTTT.
TEACHERS HAVE GONE HAYWIRED THESE DAYSSS.
THURSDAY EQUALS SKIPPP SCHOOLLL???

weixin meet mr.no life
mr.no life meet weixinnn
this is going to be a long ass relationship.

2007-05-08T05:24:00.000-07:00

HURHUR, I WON (:
I GOT THE STINKING NEW COM!!!

but the prob with a stinkin new com, is that i dont know how to use it.
use it, the way i know how with the old one.
i mean who really understand the computer mambojambo?
i can barely understand what its trying to do when it ask me to change my resolution... -.-

furthermore, the fonts are so freakin small and i have no idea how to change it ok! even with help from zy ):
yeah and where are all me pictures/songs/movies??? i dont know how long my displaypic will stay as a freakin yellow car...

OH GAWD, HOW I HATE NEW COMS.

am i still?
but you threw me aside,
i'm so confuse.

to: ANNOY-EE-MOUS SHITTE ARSE TAGGERS
FUCK OFF, (:
you want attention right? so here you go!!!

i dont bloody care if i deserved to live/die/have a bf or a lesbian partner, honestly its NONE of your farking business. UNLESS you should decide to kill/rape/steal my bf or/and lesbian partner, den it will be your business. but till then, FARK OFF.
i will bloody trace your ip address and give u bloody hell till your gentials are ripped from that pathetic mould you inhibit, you know the one you call "body"?
hurhur, till then! (:

the weather is so HOT.
NO MORE HOT WEATHER, I WAN SNOWWW.

2007-05-05T01:15:00.000-07:00

i wished my mum had a better plan for me when i was young. i wished she pushed me through my art & music classes, which i recall taking painfully since i was four. i wished she didnt allow me to stop taking those classes, similarily, i wished i had better discipline and continued them.

it was one of those regrets that i will always blame myself for, perhaps for the rest of my life.

i have always wondered, what if i had continued those classes, would i be different from what i am today? (i think the answer's pretty obvious)

my mum said when i was young, i begged her to let me learn piano, which i did and i definitely do not recall me ever begging her.
why didnt i ask her to let me learn ballet instead? *groans*

"what's your dream, dimples?"

i was caught off guard and all i could remember was keane's photo of legoland and how kelvin was raving about it.
so i said my dream was to go legoland.

seems kinda stupid thinking about it now.

my dream, my real one anyway, is to spend the rest of my life on stage performing.
performing what, i'm not very certain.

i want to try acting and pursue theatrestudies in nus.
i want to learn dance in lasalle, where i really want to be right now.

i wished this time round i have to discipline to go through with it till the absolute end.
i have the courage to tell my parents this is what i really want to do.
i will work my ass off just to pay for the school fees, because my dad's retiring.

honestly, i think the army policy is screwed up.
retiring my father at 45? hello, what is he going to do then? he has been working his ass in the force since forever, and then what? how are we going to afford to put two of his three kids into university?

maybe if that irritating shit of a grandma would just hurry up and die, maybe we wouldnt have to pay for her. i hate her. she has been living with us since the start of the year and she is no way grateful for all the sarcrifices we have to make for her. she ignores me all the time and scold me when she finds my existence in my own house irritable.

and she uses my parents money all the time. argh.

well, hurhur that bitch is finally going back home.
barbie and i are so celebrating!

hurry kick their asses back to their home!!!!

i'm feeling so mean today :] :] :]

2007-05-04T01:09:00.001-07:00

IF YOU
LOVE SHIRTS!!!

http://community.livejournal.com/jr__nal/3215387.html?mode=reply

SUPPORT THIS PEOPLE.
the designs are so nice!
and its becoming SHIRTS, hot shirts okay!!!
(i dont know if this is legal but i want my shirts)

ROARRR.
meiqin is taking forever to run and i'm hungry.

2007-05-02T05:12:00.000-07:00

i'm so addicted to iceprincess, its like dance but so much better.
everything is so pretty and it inspires me to work harder
CASEY, you are so amazing.

"what i need to be doing, i cant do here..."
thats it. thats how i feel about school.

why do we put ourselves through this?
why put ourselves through this hell evryday, draggin our ass up at the break of dawn, enduring 8 hours of daily mantal torture?
its tiring, absolutely draining.

what happened to our dreams? ... my dreams?
learning how to calculate maths samples, the regional conflicts of the south east asia or the causes of bop deficit has NOTHING to do with what i want to do in my life.
so why am i putting myself through it?

"who said you could let go?"
the fights have made us stronger, we can pull thru (:
just never ever let go.

hurhur, i can tie my hair already!! just a bit longer and i'll chop it all off!!!
oh darn, its time for heros!!!....and maths+owenessay... argh.

Wanting you
To be wanting me
No that ain't no way to be
How I feel
Read my lips
Because I'm so over
I'm soMoving on
And it's my time
You never were a friend of mine
Hurt at first
A little bit
And now
I'm so over
I'm so over it
THIS IS A NICE SONG (:

I'VE WATCHED SPIDERMAN3
hottt ppl watched it at yishun!
sexyaye ppl watched it at lido!

2007-04-29T17:12:00.001-07:00

i'm jealous.
-.-

besides that, i got drumline and iceprincess in 2hours.
and cadet kelly in 5hours.

mentalnote, always to check sprees ):
i just missed the whackiest a&f spree, dangit!

iceprincessfinished, hurhur(:
oops, its drumline first.

hello, entertainment!

2007-04-29T16:49:00.000-07:00

roarrr, that was the first hard slap i've ever given anyone. but i was so angry and you were so indifferent about it, i couldnt care less.
whats the point anymore? cant you comprehend what is platonic friendship?
you seem to comparing me to her, i'm so not her. i wouldnt cheat, i'm not like that.
but you wouldnt believe it huh?
i want to be there for you, but you kept pushing me away.
honestly, whats your problem... ):

STOP.
no more.

2007-04-28T21:09:00.000-07:00

SUPPORT

PLATINUM

TODAY (:

kay said to spread the love, so here i am!

7mths of hardwork = dancefloorfinals

2007-04-28T20:15:00.000-07:00

my cousin's party rocks.

mind you, she is only 2yearsold!

and my uncle and keane was duper cute (:

SEE, (:

the food was so cute.

check the sausages out.

and there was this sign for "seawater" on one of the tumblers

ah! forgot to take the pic! it so NICE ):

what and i had fun (:

specially since we spent _______ together

hurhur, indoor jacuzzi rocks right?

ahhhh, i love my cousin's phone.

she is only 10 and she has my dreamphone -.-

even the pictures look nicer.... -.-

dancers spent friday at this really cool place (:

the manager was from yj and the waiters were from outta this world.

the nepal guy was HOTTT okay?

wait till i get the pictures from cher, you'll all DROOL! (:

cher&huiying, you guys are my everything (:

oh wait, before i forget!
we just opened our FY "fan-club"

CLUB FY
membership is free!
spread the LOVE! (:(:(:
hy&cher&jun&bim&jas&i are all co-presidents (:
hurhur!

meetin oneyearannifren later.
scared? i'm going to spend your paycheck (:

everyone loves the long weekend.

time to ENJOY, people!
(ha, my parents are not in singapore, even better!)

please trust me, everything will be fine (:

2007-04-25T06:00:00.000-07:00

PICTURES:

1. the best friend

2. the other best friend

3. juniors!

4. favourite opss breakfast

5. cutestjunior ever!

*crossesfingers*

i hope the results are what we expected.

honestly, the cheoro was SO GOOD.

makes me so envious, how i wished i retained.

this poem is so FUNNY.

(laugh, please!)

LOVE POEM FOR AN ENEMY

I, as sinned against as sinning,

take small pleasure from the winning

of our decades-long guerrilla war.

For from my job Ive wanted more

than victory over one whod tried

to punish me before he died,

and now, neither of us dead,

we haunt these halls in constant dread

of drifting past the others life

while long-term memory is rife

with slights that sting like paper cuts.

Weve occupied our separate ruts

yet simmered in a single rage.

Weve grown absurd in middle age

together, and should seek wisdom now

together, by ending this row.

I therefore decommission you

as constant flagship of my rue.

Below the threshold of my hate

you now my good regard may rate.

For I have let my anger pass.

But, while youre down there, kiss my ass.

Richard Katrovas

2007-04-22T08:42:00.000-07:00

i live in a world that a guy die die also must give in to the girl, no matter what.
and in that world, the girl is always right.
and that girl is me.

if u cant accept it, den fine.
dont.

our fights are becoming like super ridiculous and i hate it.
when is it ever going to stop ar?
i've got a temper too leh.

pam·per (pmpr)
TRANSITIVE VERB: pam·pered , pam·per·ing , pam·pers

To treat with excessive indulgence: pampered their child.
To give in to; gratify: He pampered his ambition for wealth and fame.
Archaic To indulge with rich food; glut.

you are so NOT pampering me.

STOP FIGHTING WITH ME ALREADY,
WOULDNT YOU?

mummy said i can skip lessons so i can watch my dance syf! (:
she bought me honeystars, sweets and whatsnots to make me happy
she says that boyfriends are dispensable (:
thats why i love my mum.

RAHHHHHH
sometimes i wish i was spencer
and i had a blue stick
that i can hit people with and growl (:

i dont like dianxiaoer.
i like anderson fondue
family decided to go goldcoast for 14days! (:
yay, daddy&mummy!

liangjianping BOO!
the dance was horrendous
flexible people with warped minds.
what a waste of my saturday!

i'm not sorry that i hate you.
i'll never forget how u snap away

i want outback!
but mum said the food sucks. ):

admit it, platinum rocks.

should i just call you?

ps. no need to be sorry cher (:
neo is being ridiculous.

2007-04-17T07:50:00.000-07:00

IT'S OVER/finally.
phew, no more bald freako/(:

i'm so sorry adeline, for causing you to....
i feel so guilty, ahhhhh....
thanks so much for helping(:
i swear, firstaiders ROCKS

HY, i LOVE you
you're so strong&brave
having to put up with all that
best pres ever! (:

some people are so FAKE
act like sad than laughlaughlaugh
ARGH *pointmiddlefinger*

HAHA, i LOVE our bets
even thou they mean ULTIMATEhumiliation larh
(thanks jun*)----hahaha!

but still, i'm so going to miss OUR dinnertime ):
its like major antiFY time lost ):
gah, what the heck!
thats what lectures are for! *wink!

what is like injured too):
ROARRRR
i hate trainings, like kill our time!
i'm staying up late now,
but like where are you ar?
awww, NEVER REPORTTT!! (:

sunday was fun right? (:
the kidz, movie and greatfood! (:
one month(:
KEEP MOVING FORWARD!

saturday was like rushrushrush
and the concert was so bad i swear
daphne and natasha was the ONLY hotter girls,
the rest were like wwtf.
a complete waste of my money & time):
and make me see so many bestfriends):

yong was so poor thing!
i scold him for 5mins on the phone
just to make myself happier
come to tkd larh!

NO MORE EXCUSE THAT I CANT STUDY NOW.
SO GAHHHH, STUDY HARD FOLKS

ALEVELS IS COMING TO TOWNNNN (:
mentalnote : must beat FY (:

2007-04-12T06:26:00.000-07:00

i'm just so tired, of school and evrything.
i can feel the pent up frustrations in me building up to its maximum and is eager to break free...

i cant wait for alevels to be over,
i cant wait to leave yjc,
i cant wait to watergun the principal and scratch her car silly after graduation!

honestly the principal needs a good smack.
who cares about (fucking) great learning?
i feel sorry for her kids, really. who would want a mother like her who CANT SHUT UP?

finally, friday is coming, means the weekend is coming!
weekend equals outing with the girls AND my big surprise for what!
i got tickets, tickets, tickets and
i cant wait for my goodie bag!!! (:

yesterdays were a blur,
cheeryfaces seem surreal,
yellowball became my strength,
on what i will depend.

cherlyn loved my surprise.
FY, loved it too. *winked*
i'm sorry chance, i just lost it.
huiying, i'm happy for you! (:
i dint meant to butt in..
deon, i want to shop too.
i think ts is a great friend.
i'm envious of farah.
muriel, i miss you fishball!
meiqin finally added me.
aminah was from nyjc! (:
what, its my hairband larh!

26HOURS
TO.FREEDOM!

2007-04-10T03:05:00.000-07:00

How many men does it take to open a beer?
None. It should be opened when she brings it.

Why do women have smaller feet than men?
It's one of those "evolutionary things" that allows them to stand closer to the kitchen sink.

How do you know when a woman is about to say something smart?
When she starts a sentence with "A man once told me..."

Why do men fart more than women?
Because women can't shut up long enough to build up the required pressure.

If your dog is barking at the back door and your wife is yelling at the front door, who do you let in first?
The dog, of course. He'll shut up once you let him in.

I married a Miss Right.
I just didn't know her first name was Always.

Scientists have discovered a food that diminishes a woman's sex drive by 90%.
It's called a Wedding Cake.

Women will never be equal to men until they can walk down the street with a bald head and a beer gut, and still think they are sexy.

In the beginning, God created the earth and rested.
Then God created Man and rested.
Then God created Woman.
Since then, neither God nor Man has rested.

yeah right~ (:
*roll eyes*

2007-04-09T07:50:00.001-07:00

weixin(:'s lame-ass excuse to break up:

"I was really just in love with your pants the whole time"

'What" is your lame-ass excuse to break up?' at QuizGalaxy.com

yeah right, he wouldnt believe me
though he might be happy too!

2007-04-09T07:50:00.000-07:00

weixin(:'s lame-ass excuse to break up:

"I was really just in love with your pants the whole time"

'What" is your lame-ass excuse to break up?' at QuizGalaxy.com

yeah right, he wouldnt believe me
though he might be happy too!

2007-04-09T05:02:00.000-07:00

i have 32 pens/pencils in my pencilcase.
16markers, 10gelpens, 2ballpoint, 2pencils, 1invisibleinkpen, 1correction fluid, 1ruler, 1sharpener, 1stapler (:

i think its a bit too full and heavy for my liking ):

hey lets all join CSSP again! (:
tell me if you're interested.

its from 2/22/2007 to 6/30/2007
wait, do i have school on those days?
anyway i'm already commited.
meiqin, zicai and da, lets all go join okayokay? (:

WKRZweixin network sent a HOT dedication to what today (:
he said he liked it, hurhur, A1 in singing!!!

what's Singapore's CA?
eew, its economics. -.-

ROARRRR, i so love starworld (:

sick old tkd blackbelts make me sick!
but he's rich and has a car! but i'm sorry i cant overlook your luohan forehead and sicksick smile....
beware of the old man (:

2007-04-09T01:32:00.000-07:00

roarrr. i feel mean today.

i'm feeling sick and i cant even enjoy my day at home.
grandparents are naggy.
they even made me watch stupid chinese shows.
what is makin me guilty...

ROARRRRRRRRRRR.

why cant i have a nice day at home?
with huge stacks of brownies and disneymovies?
and what by my side? and some teaeggs?

should i go for dance? :X

2007-04-08T06:43:00.000-07:00

i know it's boring and uncomfortable being squeezed into a corner of my house and watching movies on the computer, listening with shared earphones, getting cramps from sitting in the same position for Xhours...

but i'm happy you're doing it with me (:(:(:

so what have you to say?
its not really saying much when u looked back at me with this lopsided grin and a thumbsup you know! but i understand (:

but how come u wouldn't kiss me?
my mama? thats not a good enough reason, u donk!

so are u ever going to kiss me?
its no use nodding your head u know! when are u actually doing it?

gah, finally. a little taste of heaven (:

haha, me and my fantasies (:

2007-04-08T04:36:00.000-07:00

argh, being sick is terrible.
espcially if its triggered by a horrendous fight, i mean broccoli vs ladyfinger? weixin vs rachael? oh gosh, i just want to screammm!!!

i'm happy we stop fighting but it stil scared me that we did.

ha, my mum warned what, (:
"i dont want to see my daughter coming home crying again"

OR BEE QUEK, dare to make me cry again? (:

2007-04-05T19:05:00.000-07:00

"so when do you wanna buy the rings?"

i never liked couplerings.

it'll tied u down, reminding you are someone's property.

so far in my life, i only like one ring that someone gave me. and it was just before pe in sec sch (: but its from a long long time ago.

meeting the girls and tkd training later. ROARRR

how come i can predict that i'll be latelatelate? (:

i'm watching mulan&walktheline. hurhur!

2007-04-05T05:00:00.000-07:00

THE HORROR!

competition's on the 17th.

performance's on the 18th.

honestly i'm just really tired of it all. how i wish it could all end and i can get back to my life. i wish i can kill the principal and the whole school would be put to a standstill and the teachers decided not to go for syf becos we will be in mourning.

i swear the prinicipal is the MOST irritating shitte in the world.

i always thought mr low was horrendously longwinded and overbearing but OMG, she is like the powerhouse of longwindedness and overbearingness ( are there even such words? )

today's assembly is like whatthefuck.

chinese moral values in CHINESE in assembly?

do all your students in your school lookin f**king chinese?

and all the stupid shitte she is doing to dance, collaborating with the LOSER instructor, asking us to do this and that when she doesnt even know our limitations. act like she know us alot like that.

oh purlease, you only know how to be a bystander and nagnagnag.

dont you know we will have been so much better if we had a professional instructor that can dance and cheoro and if possible converse in english? and possibly not bald and good looking?

mentalnote: before i graduate, make sure i scratch her car up good! (she needs it!)

having someone to love 24/7 is TIRING.

all the calls and meetups and commitments...Ahh GAWD!!!

think about it, i have 5287425564 ppl to love.

how tiring is THAT!

especially if one of them starts to take up the whole chunk of your time, on endless phonecalls and outings when all you want to do is crawl up into bed.

and worse thing is that you dont mind the company.

it sends you dizzy spells and makes you feel intoxicated with happiness.

you want to spend so much time and even more, if you can.

love, its so sick and it really makes people do stupid things.

like how much i love junyi today(:

how i check up on her if she's sleeping when she said she would. haha, and she calls me silly (:

like how much i love the dancingangels and misses them all the time!

its been forever since i've seen RACHEL, MEIQIN & DEON!!!

like how cherlyn loves me and reminds me about the reflection log (:

like how marilyn loves us today and made us those really adorable cards! (:

today's my life is earl lesson is to have a little confidence.

to find that inner strength to stand up for yourself...

so is it standing up for myself if i slap the principal and give her a piece of my mind to tell her i think her stupid instructor and her cheongsums are fugly and i wouldnt take anymore of this cheena shit she is dumping on us....or wait, is it just plain rude?

goodfriday; a day of sleep and rest or a day of fun with the girls/what?

but its handsdown a really GOOD friday, i mean NO DANCE and NO BALD MAN!!!

i should throw a party to celebrate man!

2007-04-01T01:06:00.000-07:00

haha, evryone should watch "neverbeenkissed"
i'm going to die from laughter,
i so love drewbarrymore

april's fool is killing me, its like hwk day! ):

2007-03-31T03:09:00.000-07:00

dear daddy,

i'm sorry i'm a failure.

i'm sorry i cant get straight As like him.

i'm sorry that i love dance.

i'm sorry i have a life and am hardly at home.

i'm sorry i'm not perfect.

i can NEVER be your perfect smartass/always home/polite/no life/no cca/loser! daughter.

so why dont u just accept it?